people who knoe me close enough will knoe that
my mood's pretty much affected with PMS.

but sometimes it acts up more, and it'll affect me very badly.

i'd cry easily
i'd get agitated and upset over no reason
i'd lose control
it's like being in a spate of depression
i'd hate myself for acting this way, but at the same time i can't help it.

and it's all happening to me now

i'm having nightmares i never wish i had
i'm feeling terribly upset over small things
sometimes i can't even figure out what i'm upset over

and it's affecting everyone around me

i'm such a loser

right now i just feel like crying and crying and crying
and i dont even know why