it's my 2nd day at work today!

my department had a welcome (for me) cum farewell (for the girl i'm replacing) lunch today!

i really feel that my dept ppl are quite nice...

but i really dun get to interact with them cos actually IE is *very* busy now.

and i feel so guilty.....

because i can't help and i'm doing nothing the whole day but stare at the excel files full of codes and formulas i dun understand.

sigh. i had started one week earlier so that i can learn from the girl who's going to leave... and tomorrow is her last day already but i still know nuts.

i'm the only fresh person there, not to mention fresh grad. and i feel so lost whenever they talk about work. i dun catch their lingo at all. i dun even understand the process flows of each products. i dun even know if the product codes i'm looking at is for ONE product or a group. sigh.

sometimes i feel so incompetent.. though its the 2nd day only.. but the rest of the team is always so busy.. i can't find ppl to help me with my queries. one minute i look at my file and figure out, the next minute everyone's gone for meetings. :S

today i sat in one meeting too... and aiyoh. totally catch no ball. i am SO lost.

yah yah.. that's because i'm only at my 2nd day.. and its natural and its part and parcel of adapting.

but how am i going to survive if this goes on? i have taken initiative to ask the girl who's i'm suppose to replace to help me a few times already. but after she's gone, i dunno who i can look for already.

and it doesn't help that i'm the only fresh grad around... there's nobody to look blur together. and i dun think they are going to be more lenient to me bcos i'm a fresh grad. life's realistic. if i continue to be so clueless about everything around me, i'm only going to start looking stupid.

the only thing i can do now is to bug my colleagues and hope i see more light soon.

jia you to me! everything will be fine. *pats myself*

OH yah. one thing i want to say is right.....

i'm surprised that everyone reaches the office at 8am punctually!!

i have always thought that office ppl... as long as u do ur job, and dun arrive too exaggeratingly late.. dun have to reach on time one...

wah piang even my snr engineer arrives at 8am lor....

cannot sleep in a lil more liaoz... and even though my workplace is near to my house.. i still take about 40 mins to reach. :<

am i destined to travel all my life?

then let me venture out of Singapore!